Sometimes the strangest things or methods can work something in my heart. Today, I wasn’t sure what to read so I read Psalm 51. I knew what it was going to say before I read it. I am still struggling and the more I struggle the more I realize the walls in my life I need to tear down, so I guess it’s a good thing even if it is not very much fun. So, today I will share Pslam 51. If you know that you have already read it and think you could stop your devotion right here….you probably need it more than someone else. Just a thought. I could be wrong. However, I read it twice this morning, stopping at certain points longer than others, and then typing it made me want the author’s words to be mine….so there is something therapeutic about the whole thing. I pray, that if you need them, that God uses His word in this particular Psalm to work a wonder in you today.
Psalm 51
Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
Blot out the stain of my sins.
Wash me clean from my guilt
Purify me from my sin.
For I recognize my rebellion;
It haunts me day and night.
Against you, and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.
You will proved right in what you say,
And your judgment against me is just.
For I was born a sinner—
Yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.
But you desire honesty from the womb,
teaching me wisdom even there.
Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean;
Wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Oh, give me back my joy again;
you have broken me—
now let me rejoice.
Don’t keep looking at my sins.
Remove the stain of my guilt.
Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a loyal spirit within me.
Do not banish me from your presence,
and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore me to the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.
Then I will teach your ways to the rebels,
and they will return to you.
Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves;
Then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.
Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that my mouth may praise you.
You do not desire a sacrifice, or I would offer one.
You do not want a burnt offering.
The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit.
You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O god.
Look with favor in Zion and help her;
Rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.
Then you will be pleased with sacrifices offered in the right spirit—
with burn offerings and whole burnt offerings.
Then bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.
I think we must be in the same season – I’ve been having a hard time the last couple of days so I turned to Psalm 119 last night and have just been meditating on it (which I intend to do tomorrow as well) to try and re-ignite my passion and refuel me.
I love you, I love your words and I love your faith. You are a huge inspiration to me and if there is anything I can do, other than keep you in my prayers which is a permanent given, you know where I am.
Comment by Suzanne — March 5, 2009 @ 12:57 pm |